I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
i knew as far back as i can remember. i also remember the belt my dad used when ever it manefested so i supressed it untill i was able to retire. today i’m a happy girl
Hi i wt to live my episode in mother speak .me recuerdo cuando tenia 3 o 4 anos mi mama me ponia una falda de lasc que se usan para primera comunion me ensenava como sentarme eso lo recuerdo bien despues mi hermana me conto que me vestia de nina para jugar yo la verdad no lo recuerdopero cuando tenis como 10 o 11 anos me recuerdo que me pintaba con las pinturas de mi hermana
no sabia que tenia un lado femenino . Despues le robaba la ropa interior a mis tias y a mis novias eso fue antes que mi hermano menor una noche me violo .si quieren saber que paso mandenme unmail
Querido Cesy,
Me gustaria conocer mas acerca de tu lado femenino
gracias
I would like to know more about your feminine side
If you want you can email me at
Cheers
I knew about age 6 ,My brother and me are identical twins,I think I have two souls [matter of fact I know I do.]Started dressing about 8 yrs old, My mother dressed me before that but at that age I didnt care it was my sisters hand me downs and my parents didnt have much money.I tried to live as a man and was good at it,I was that guy you just didnt mess with to many fights… [I lost count]Just trying to prove something to myself. Over the years I had men/old friends wanting me to be a woman and be their wife/girlfriend, I was so surprised and flatterd.The girl/woman has won the gender battle. 10 years ago I started on HRT and had to stop because of funds and I have a very mean siblings including my twin. With all the stress takeing care of my 93 year old mother and family I had a heart attack april 27,I could go on and on ,It should be a movie.Now Im back on strong Hormones 3 months now, Still dont know what lies ahead but maybe thats the exciting part, I hope so LOL
THANK YOU Lucille !
Kendra, take care of yourself, I’ve had three heart attacks, but am doing better, I walk everyday and eat right, but I’m guessing it was the stress, it’s a killer, that’s why last year I came out on the internet after 50 yeas of dressing. It felt great and I don’t worry anymore, I just go with the flow. Are you taking supplements like Fish Oil, Vitamin D, Vitamin K-2 which helps regulate where the calcium goes in your body, keeps it out of your bloodstream, which contributes to hardening of the arteries, and I take Lycopm, from New Chapter it’s a combo of Lycopene (tomato extract) and Pomegranate and Turmeric, keeps the inflammation in the arteries down. Hope your felling better.
Kathleen
i always knew all my life that i was different. My mom named me Shannon from birth and i naturally looked and sounded feminine. in high school, people would ask me if i was a boy or girl w/o even trying to look female. After graduation, i moved to NY and started hormones and doing shows and pageants. i have won 4 titles and have been on hormones for 9 years. i haven’t had any surgical work yet but because of hormones and Lucille’s breasts growth program, my breasts grew to 38C cup which i’m hoping to go to a DD cup. i am now 28 years old and the last time i seen my mom and 16 year old sister whom are supportive, my sister wears the same bra size as me.
i am in the process of changing ALL of my legal documents to say female.
About age 5 or 6. I was totally obcessed with being a girl. Then when I was about 14, it really set in. I tried to overcome it, but the desire to be feminine was just too strong. I now dress most of the time when not at work. I think Kim did it right. Lot of wasted time and energy living 2 lives.
When I was 13 and looking through photo magazine and realized that I did not want to have sex with the nude women, but that I wanted to BE one of the women.
when I look at women in general I fancy a quarter of them and the rest I just want to be them
I am a Transgender Lesbian and I too, find that if I can’t have them I want to be them.
I knew I was different at 3 When I would sneak into Our bathroom and put on my mom’s and sister’s things. I didn’t really know or understand what was wrong with me until I was 13, when I realized that I was a girl.. by that age I was painfully aware that I wouldn’t be accepted so I spent most of my life hiding and trying desperately to act like a male. I thought if I denied who I was, that “it” would go away… I found out that it never goes away..LOL… the feeling of being “wrong” I started transition in 2007 and have never looked back, My freinds and family have accepted me as I am a happy, Healthy and well adjusted Transsexual woman.
I knew I was a girl at around 4-5 yrs. old. My Mom as well as several of my Aunts and female cousins knew too. But because my grandmother was/is severely
homophobic, I couldn’t be my true self until I was much older.