I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
I am pretty old but finding a facination for what I have never been. I am married (several years), two grown children (boy and girl)and am questioning. I am liked and well thought of in my community and not ready to jump out of the closet. – not sure about where I am willing to go. Have sought after some herbal ideas as you have presented. In the mail. Have been messaging the Chi – have a low testosterne level already before I started and have some breast development to start off with since I am a little over weight. I am exploring and your program may fit. Will remain in the closet for a long time, Tim
I first bacome aware of my feeling at a very early age. I remember being so scared when a man tried to seduce me. Now I realized that I was really very excited when i saw how big his cock was. I was only a child.
My very first realisation of knowing I was meant to be a girl was a dream i had when I was 8 I dreamed about a girl I liked and eventually the dream ended in me wearing her dress . I had always Identified with the girls in my class and they kind of had no problem with me being one of them.
Untill the day came where we moved and i had to attend a new shcool.
It was there I was educated about bigotry . Apparently My effeminate behavior was noticed by the other kids in my class and i was quickly labeled HOMO. Not knowing what this meant I went home that day asking my mom what it meant.. she asked why and i told her about school. She was of a more conservative background and old fashioned in her thinking.
I was met with a very stinging ans venomous question.
“Were you acting like a girl??!!” she hissed.
Of course being a kid and not wanting to upset my mom I sheepishly said no.
It was then On I resolved to cover my mannerisms and put on a sort of disguise so this would never happen again. It so happened that same year I started to develop lumps under my nipples. My mom took me to the Dr to have them checked out.
Apparently the science wasn’t that wide spread in the 70s.. My Dr advised to “PUT ICE ON THEM”
Yah that’s right.. put ice on my developing breasts.. yeah that will fixem.. NOT!
My normal male puberty stunted their growth but I would forever have lumps there. In my 20s they developed into small breasts.
I tried later in life to body build my chest to hide them.
Im sad I took that path because now Im 44 and seeking a transition into womanhood.. with a huge ogresque like frame huge hands etc.
If only I was recognized earlier as a trans I could have had a more meaningful transition and lead a somewhat normal life.
Instead I was lead to believe WHat i was was shameful and an embarrassment to my family
Im very proud to see in today’s world more and more people like me are able to address this issue a lot younger in life.
I want to say that I love the hypnotic mp3s
they make me cry.
Especially the feminizing your past mp3.
hearing that loving understanding and nurturing voice guide me into womanhood is something I should have heard when I was very young.
Ive tried other mp3 feminization sessions I have to say.. yours are the best Ive found.
Thank you so much.. I have all 5 mp3s and they are worth every penny.
Your Transgendered Friend
Francis,
AKA Malisa
Malisa,
I too had dreams when I was a young girl about having to ask my aunt if I could borrow some stockings and a dress for church. I use to live with her after my mission it was was nice and hard at the same time because I could not tell her. When she would get ready for church I would leave the room when she would put on her pantyhose and stuff she told me I did not have to leave but I did not only because it was kind of a turn on but because I wanted to be like her.
Hi, Lucille’s feminization hypnosis files are really beautiful. As a specialist in this field I recommend you to try to listen ?urse Hormone Change by EMG,it is free if you register on warpmymind.com. It is really curse.Your hormone balance will start to change from the first listening and the effect is increasing more and more after each new listening. I could change the hormone balance in favour for female hormones to 30% for 1 year. It’s really phychological HRT and I didn’t use any synthetical hormones. Also is very effective file called “”Femininity” with female voice. Try it. Maybe it can help you in your transition.
I have written some audio hypnosis feminization and relaxation scripts, I know the technology of creating these files and can consider that the offered files are good and effective.
At first I was a cross dresser now I want to be a woman
Exactly. A short description that fits me too Jessica
Hi,
I started crossdressing when around 12 or 13. My sister, 2 yrs younger, had some nylon, ruffle panties. I tried them on and liked them. My mother wasn’t happy when she found them under my mattres.
Other than masturbating with the Sears catelog for years, I couldn’t express myself till I was out on my own.
Now many years later and a failed marriage, I’m being me and working on being more feminine, using your program to grow breasts.
If any of you girls are near Buffalo, NY, I’d like to meet up with you.
Kim
I was first bi-curious before five. I was taught to read early but I didn’t need to read to be fascinated with the Sears catalogue women’s underwear section.
God, I miss the ole Sears catalog, I used to pretend I was every girl in there, esp the ones in lingerie and sexy dresses
I was supposed to be my parent’s girl so they dressed me as a girl until time to start school. When I was a teenager I tried a girl’s bra and loved the feeling & looks. (Of course I couldn’t fill the bra) Then I started applying makeup in muted shades and still do. I wear lipstick everyday. My wife keeps reminding me that I am a Man & that she married a man. But did she really?
A few years ago I went through surgery where my Pituitary gland was removed to remove a tumor. Since then I have had to have Testosterone injections which promoted hair on my chest & back. Wonder what would have happened if I didn’t have those injections?
I think like a woman but inside a male body. Too late for any Gender surgery at 74 years of age.
Dear Lucille
I knew I was a girl early in life. I only played with my sister and her toys. At around. 11 or 12 I started to wear her things and when I turned 13 I was allowed to start wearing make up. It was all in fun n games I thought until I found myself wanting to be just like my sister Lisa. Next thing I know I spent the entire summer vacation before jr high as a girl. My mom was so angry when I was sent home on the first day of jr high for coming to school dressed as a girl.
Hi,
I first knew I was a girl when I was around 12 or 13 yrs old. I would always play with the neighborhood girls. I would play with boys too, I was very athletic so it was kind of easy to keep my cover. For over 30 yrs I have struggled with the way I truly feel and the way society expects me to be. I must say, it has been living HELL! In 1999 I finally decided to come out and I ended up losing everything. So back into hiding I went. Then out of the blue, I believe my prayers were finally heard. About 8 yrs ago I met someone and we became good friends. I opened up to her and she accepted me, we have been together ever since. Thanks to her, I have finally been able to let my true self show. I now live full time as a women, except at work, I know they suspect, but seem to be understanding. I have been on HRT for almost 2 yrs, but at my age things are going very slowly. But I will never give up. Hope fully with courage and preseverence my dreams will come true.
xxxooo-Heather