I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
I knew I was a girl before preschool when my mom put me in my sister’s diapers for wetting the bed and I was a girl from that day on about 3 years old.
I was about 10 and when I tried an old 1950 black lace swing-dance with crinolines from my sisters dress up box, I knew right then, I was a girl inside a boy’s body. I am now 66 years old and I am so happy to celebrate being a trans woman.
You are beautiful.
When I was about 4-5 I watched my mom dress and loved her dresses. I guess I asked her to put lipstick on me also. We went downtown shopping and remember seeing a neighbor friend that was a girl. She said, “you have lipstick on” I wasn’t embarrassed! AnywY things just progressed. Got dishes and tea sets for Christmas. Because I wanted them.? Later to fast forward early teens started to experiment. Found so much excitement! Had to be creative no girl clothes in house. Older brothers. So I would use tee shirts or sweaters for skirts. I used to think that if I only had a girl friend maybe I wouldn’t be this way! That went on til high school! Then I had a girl friend and my feelings only increased! Went to college, increased , got married increased so much I started using tampons! Haha! Then had access to her clothes etc. Git divorced, she knew nothing about that. Got remarried to soon, started new life …. and then.. the feelings and desires just increased sand increased.Adopted 2 kids and had 2 Wife confronted me about 4-5 year ago.Not been good since but still live together because of economic/ family kids grandkids things. Which is ok.But damn it is really hard. I am now 67 am living on the sly. Really tough because of the virus19. Used to work nights at WM and could expose myself to a degree and go out a little while around town or to a bar in the morning feeling accepted as a woman. Hey!! All you girl friends out there! I REALLY need a GIRL FRIEBD !
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I was about 5-6 years old,when i found mothers half slip with broad lace hem,on the floor(she was chanching dresses)she was in the same room, i was nacked coming from bathroom,as in a kind of slomotion i put i on,it felt so right!made me dizzy,i wanted to keep it on! later on i secretly sneaked in to her closet and put on her dresses and skirt stockings etc about when i was 15/16 the fitted me well-she never spoke about it,silently tolerate it,put and old box with her old clothes upstairs where i had my room.
When I was about 5. Another boy in primary school was being naughty. His punishment…being made to wear a party dress from the girls dressing up basket. I was so jealous, in a way I couldn’t really understand…
Started crossdressing just pre-teen, borrowing mum’s or sisters clothes when alone or stored in my bedroom (later got me caught occasionally). Been Susan on and off since in private (50+ years).
When my wife stared dressing me when I was 19, I thought it was just a fad I was doing for her….when she pass away at 38, I stopped dressing, it was for her, Right….. all I was doing is wearing the cloths she laid out for me… I was trying to please her… Then when I was 41, I was still sleeping with some of her cloths, then I started to wear them when I could, we had 4 kids, i started to out grow hers and started buy some for me…..she never showed me how to do my make-up, nails nor hair, she always did it for me….so, now at 64, I am still dressing, to this day, i still do not know how to do make-up LOL But I feel so sexy when I am in pantyhose, bra, shoes and a dress with my nail finished and my shoulder length salt & pepper hair with curls Kisses Good Luck Gurls
Since I was young, girlfriend bought me panties…started to venture out en femme in my twenties…desire to transition kept increasing; wish I were 20 again; would do full transition (FFS,GRS)…I am lucky to have shoulder length, curly hair and have a full wardrobe
So I’ve always had this desire to dress up as a woman and when I was even in jr high and high school had longer hair that I’d have so much fun curling and then putting makeup on myself afterwards. Even would dress in my girlfriends clothes when she wasn’t around. I’ve always dreamed of making love to a woman who’s a transsexual girl and her making love to my face and then making me take her rod like a sissy. Then filling me with her love juice . After she’d transformed me into a woman myself makeup and all
Wow….amazing story….hope it comes tru for you
Started crossdressing just pre-teen, borrowing mum’s clothes when alone or stored in my bedroom (later got me caught occasionally). Been Susan on and off since in private (40+ years). Neither parents nor wife would approve, so have only ever had small wardrobe. Only ventured out fully dressed after dark, underwear during day/evening when I might be recognised. (Village/small town). Would love to be ‘magically’ changed.