I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
My transformation was painfully slow. I first tried on a pair of panties at the age of 10 and they felt so different than the boring dull underwear I had been wearing growing up.Then I was watching a movie with some sex in it and there was a woman rolling her stockings over her thighs slowly.
I saw the expression on her face as she did this as if she was smiling and
enjoying this on her smooth legs.I started wondering what this would feel
like. When I did it myself I was hooked.Being a boy I had no feeling sexually towards other boys, only girls.
I was three years old when I knew that two persons share my body. One was a male named Gabriel and then there was Katherine Anne. We imagined that we were twins. We have lived in that fashion ever since. Katie-Anne currently is the front person, but Big Gabe gets his time as well. In short, I knew that there was a girl within me, as far back as I knew anything. My cousin and I were born 36 hours apart. We have shared our birthday. He tells me that insisted on being called Katie-Anne at our very earliest birthday parties roughly 3 or 4 years old.
Gabriel was our cousin’s best man. Now our cousin and his wife wish to renew there vows, and our cousin’s wife has ask Katherine Anne to be her matron of honour. If our wife were still alive, I think I would be simply a bride’s maid. My godson, “Wee Gabe” informed me that he considers me his aunt and godmother, now that his first godmother, our wife, has passed. He also said he had no intention of changing his name to Katie-Anne and he is glad that “Big Gabe” is still around to talk.
Cheers,
Katie-Anne &
Big Gabe
I am male of 55 years. Ladies bra always attacted me. For funs sake I use to put my wife’s bra under my cloth sometime and it give me a very sexy feeling whenever I put it on. From the beginning I have some breasts and later on I used breat pump and tablets and my breasts started to grow. To my surprise I have noticed a treamendous increase of my breats and developed perky nipples. After some some my breasts started swinging when I am not wearing bra. With my wife’s consent I started to wear bra. As my size of breasts increased so much that I wear a 42″ D cup bra always. Now I am not ashamed to wear bra even when I go outside. I wear when I wear see through T shirts. As the size of breasts are so large I cannot hide it anymore. I love wearing beautiful bras and it gives me feeling which I cannot explain in words.
I was 7 years old when i first discovered i am a female. These days i go under the name Charlotte and i was at my local shopping centre and there was a group of ladies what were giving out makeup and all sort of other stuff and i felt i needed to go over there. From that point my mum, dad and sister tried to keep me away from that stuff or didn’t take me shopping because of that single incident.
For years after that i wasn’t able to get my own male clothes, which i never liked wearing, up to the point where when i left high school (2005), was when i started to get my own money from payments and didn’t have restrictions. I had yet another incident when they discovered female clothes last year.
The sole reason they don’t want me to be a female is because the whole family are catholics and they condone that kind of thing.
It all started when I was about the age of 8 or 9 when a female cousin of mine and I were playing dress up. I had put on my mother’s high heels and a dress that I liked. My mother had let me try it on and I felt good in those heels and that particular dress. Ever since then on occasion I would wear panties and stockings or pantyhose off and on for several years under my own male clothes. I would feel feminine and sexy. After I got married I would wear some of my wife’s clothes with her watching me and knowing that I would tease her. Then after five years of marriage I had to divorce her as the marriage didn’t work for us. I tried twice more with marriage and was never happy. Even the sex just didn’t satisfy me anymore. I couldn’t even get an erection.
Now, I am in my 50’s and feel the need to dress en femme 24/7 and I am sitting here dressed in my blue O ring dress. I feel sexy and great !
When I was around 12 years old I liked my sisters under ware and would put on her bra and undies, always wished to have breasts, at this late time in my life I have the time to grow my own breasts, and soon buy my own bra, I do not wish to go all the way only I wish to have my own breasts size D would be nice, ( or even biger) I am using cream,serum, tablets and a pump, for over six months, they have started to grow, and I hope one day will be able to show you what I have achieved.
Seems many of us are in the same boat. I also was aware at an early age. I posted in the pantyhose thread how I got my start at a very young age, and how nylons have always part of my wardrobe, but it wasn’t until i was 12 that I really discovered my feminine side. To keep it brief, my sister, mom, and aunt knew of my interest in nylons all through my youth, but at 12, I was trying to act cool or tough and scoffed at the idea of dressing up in a costume for Halloween, but when the day came and I didn’t bother to get a costume I found myself very sad when my childhood friend Christina stopped by that afternoon beaming with excitement and anticipation for trick or treating that night. I went into the house and sat with my mom and aunt Rita and was obviously upset, and when they asked what was wrong I told them I had no costume. After a brief pause, aunt Rita said, “Don’t worry, I know just what you need! ” and the three of us went across town to get place, and as my mom and I sat in the living room aunt Rita came out of her room with a bunch of women’s clothes draped over get arm Saying, “you can be a girl for Halloween!” I almost died on the spot! Light blue pencil skirt, white silk blouse, white pointy heels and a blonde wig. Then she said, “And, of course…nylons!” they were beautifully sheer beige nylons with a white girdle. They dressed me up and put blush, lipstick, and the then popular blue eye shadow. I was absolutely speechless! Christina and I went out for hours that night, and ever since then I knew this was what I wanted to be!
With looks like yours I would be having fun too
You are so beautiful
ive dressed since i was 6 or 7 years old,first my moms girdle and petticoat,i have always enjoyed it and feel my stress go away. i watch take notes from females