I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
At about 4 o5. Was jealous of my cousin when she got a play stove and little pots and pans and I wasn’t allowed to play with them with her. And told my mother that I wished that I had gotten my cousins gifts for Christmas. At 8 when my mom was in the kitchen and my older sister was not at home would go in her room and just look at her panties.
Hi ! I first realized my feminine side at about age of four when I was playing on my parents bed where was laying dormat my mamas night gown. I dressed it on and immediately felt excited.
At about age five or six. Starting putting my moms panty hose on . She would leave them behind the toilet on the tank
I first realized that I wanted to dress feminine when I was about 10. I would dream of my sisters stockings and bra. I would sneek in to her bed room and put on her panties , bra and stockings. Before I was in high school I would wear my aunt Marys bra, silky pantys, girdle and dress and walk around her house with my cousin Bob who was the same age as me. I realized I enjoyed dressing and to this day I enjoy dressing At age 67, I realize I can’t change my gender, and since I am married, I still sneek and enjoy dressing.
i to got noticing had urge to be different from what was my first try was my mom’s cologne only put small bit on then started sneaking n her draws for other feminine item’s only find bra”s an pantyhose along with her panties which i knew couldn’t wear was way bigger for me bra’s too but pantyhose were bout size could fit into after while almost got caught so i slacked off that’s when my older sister was wanting dress me up like little girl although didn’t let her know really liked ideal from there time passed i stopped for few yrs til my dad took me over see my third cousin from that point started going there house on weekend’s his wife had left dresser filled with under clothes part of closet with outter clothes so after couple of weekend night’s spent there i plunged through draw finding certain pair’s of panties n hoses try on during night i slept in them then when one woke me up I’d sneak em back off they had no ideal.finally kept some they were never missed ahw ha my first female clothes of my own at age 16 teen although kept them hid from bros n sister including my parent’s any way story goes on reached certain age n point started buying my own an now have collection at age 60
Myself like all the others started to love female things at 7 or 8.
I remember my mothers and grandmothers stockings and such hanging in the bath tube drying on a clothes rack. I used to try them on and loved the way they felt. I remember buying nylon stockings at a dept. store in town as I would be walking home from my paper route. Marriage was at 18 and before you knew it I was caught be my wife enjoying her cloths.
I believe I should have been a female I really feel in another world when dressed. I will always have a Brenda in me.
hugs Brenda
I was 4 or 5 and small for my age. My sisters used to dress me up in doll dresses, thigh high socks, make-up, and do my hair. This continued until I was 10. Although I loved how it made me feel, I made them stop for fear I someone would see me dressed up and make fun of me.
I suppressed the feminine feelings and over compensated by joining the rodeo in high school, buying a Harley, and eventually getting married. Even through all of that, I knew deep down I was a girl at heart, plagued with a penis. Now, I am in my mid 50’s, married with grown children, and just want to be myself, A glowing middle aged women with killer legs.
I am a closet cross-dresser and have to keep it hidden from everyone I know. I have ventures out a couple times fully dressed and OMG was it liberating. I hope one day I can be free from fear and just be the true me, the feminine me, middle aged women with killer legs and a passion to be the best me I can be!!
nikki i can relate i use do same but now knowing a trick you can do or try time’s u go out dressed start adding your female clothes to point its blending n with male clothes u have an try not make look obvious tell get hang of it then other’s round you hardly notice or even think bout it once get there can wear what want they won’t say a word cause it look natural)from zena
I was around 5 years old when I first remember sneaking a pair of mom’s panty hose on in the bathroom, I had no idea why it felt so good because i was not sexually active yet, but it just felt so exciting, soon I was also wearing her panties and hoped ghat I would not get caught. When I was 13, I began wearing her clothes, shoes, and found one of her old wigs. That’s when I started getting sexually aroused and started playing with myself while dressed, I also found a stash of my dad’s porn magazines and realized that I had a stronger desire to be the females in the pictures, wearing the sexy lingerie, high heels, and garter belts. By 16, I would skip school and wear makeup in full drag and masterbate like a girl pushing my soft penis into my body and rubbing off, as if I had a real clit….mmmmm, I was so hooked and knew I was really a Gurl with female needs. I tried to quit by dumping my clothes, shoes, and girl stuff because of the guilt, but somehow would always find my way back to repurchasing female stuff again and again. I no longer deny myself the urge to dress and would love nothing more than to enhance my breast size and remove all my body and face hair and really just blend in and as much as possible as an everyday girl, but would keep my penis, which sounds interesting, huh?
yeah to point arial part of you still wanting you’re male private part like trans people do are u wanting be trans female cause if do go for it n don’t be ashamed there r more of them coming out in world than before also to point can’t tell if their transfemale or reg woman