I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
I have always, from earliest memories, cross dressed and feminized myself. I had a very painful childhood because of it. Throughout my life anxieties and feelings that seemed to increase could only be released by feminizing. I tried to suppress it because my life as a male wasn’t bad but I couldn’t stop those feelings. Finally after years of living a dual life, the stress, anxiety and fear of being exposed began to effect my mental and physical health. I sought medical help and counseling. I was diagnosed with gender dysphoria and because of the severity of how it was effecting my health, it was a medical necessity that I begin treatment. I was given options. I chose HRT. Like a miracle, my health has greatly improved and I’m a lot prettier too!!!
I enjoy hearing success story like yours. A happier life en fem is not always a reality. God bless and keep moving foward girlfriend.
Well thank you Christine! BTW…I’ve always thought that the name Christine was such a beautiful name and all the Christines I have known were all quite attractive.
I knew around 4,5or 6. I used to steal mom’s underwear and makeup. There were a few confrontations but nothing ever changed. I finally had enough, came out and started buying makeup and a wardrobe
I think I first realized I might be trans in my early teens, 13-14. It ended up being one of the first things I searched for when I first got the internet in the early 90s.
Looking back, even before then I think I knew I was different. As early as 9 I wanted to get rid of the thing between my legs, I’d sneak my mom’s pads out of the closet, or try on her underwear when no one was home.
Unfortunately, I live in a very conservative area and I never felt safe enough to come out to any of my family or friends, so here I am nearing 40 and just finally considering getting serious about my transition. I love this site and all the helpful information on it.
Self acceptance can be difficult. Many of us were taught at an early age that those who dress as the opposite gender are weird or perverted. And we internalized it. Society, media and peer pressure make it almost impossible for people to be honest with themselves. But understanding who you are and what you need can help. Thanks for sharing your story.
I knew I was a girl by the age of 17. But I spent most of my life denying what I was. It was about a year ago that I finally accepted who and what I am. And that only happened after… Well, you ladies do not need to hear my sob story.
Actually, I would like to hear it.
i started with nylon stockings.. and anything i could find. my first psssable outing was hallloween at 12. i was good already then. i found fishnets in a lady’s storage in our basement . i wanted to pull my pecker off and have breasts everyday.
honestly, i didn’t realize i was trans completely, i originally thought it was a phase, then my trans fem girlfriend helped me realize i was trans, and it was about 1 year ago when i was 5, i haven’t came out to my parents yet, but i still wear a sports bra, and panties.
Hey every body! I was just reading and thought id reply. I started crossdressing at the age of 5, I used to steal my cousin Mandys panties and wear them. She made me want to be a Girl, she was funny, smart and and just gorgeous! I remenber being in my room one day and asking god to change me from a boy to a girl! That feeling never changed! As years went on my cousin caught me and i confessed everything and now she helps me dress amd we hang out like best girls!
i started with nylon stockings.. and anything i could find. my first psssable outing was hallloween at 12. i was good already then. i found fishnets in a lady’s storage in our basement . i wanted to pull my pecker off and have breasts everyday.
I knew when I was a teenager that something was different but in the 70’s people didn’t talk about being trans.
It’s only been the last 5 years that I’ve realized who I really am and thanks to this website I have learned so much.
Lucille you are a Godsend