I’ve observed that many crossdressers and transgender women recognize their gender identity at a young age. For some, it’s an early realization, while for others, it unfolds later in life.
I’m curious about your experience…
When did you first realize you were female or had a feminine side? Was this something you felt as a child, or did it develop over time?
I’d love to hear your story! Feel free share your thoughts in the comments below!
Love,
Lucille
I was 16 when I found a flowing skirt and a petticoat my Mom had and I put it on and loved it. I also used to try on my Moms Girdle. I did know till later that I also liked to wear bras. When I was younger I did not have as much money to buy a wardrobe. I love skirts and cute tops. Lately I have tried to buy womans clothing that is not as obvious in public. Jeggings, shorts etc.
My story began when I was six-years-old. I had just tried on a pair of my sister’s tights, and after that couldn’t the touch female clothing, especially tights. It made me feel normal, like I was meant to be this way, and so it felt so comfortable that I took my sisters clothing secretly. But it eventually was no secret. I was exposed in front of them while wearing my oldest sister’s old ballerina outfit. But the fact is, this is a bitter sweet situation, because I am Mormon. And so, I dream of fulfilling this desire yet it is still a dream. So, from a young age I have had these desires to go all out as a girl form top to bottom with no fear, but it seems nearly impossible. So, my story is a tragedy that continues to this day. So, if you want reply. I am not stopping you. But whose is stopping me? Myself or something else.
I have known my whole life. Grew up thinking I was broke, tried my entire life to fix it, got married and raised 4 kids – put them all thru college. Ran my own business for the last 26 years. But now I realize that I am not broke – that this is just who I am and who I am supposed to be! There is no fixing anything. Now I am happy and sad at the same time because I still love and live with my wife of 31 years and feel I have cheated her. Don’t know what to do.
I first new that feeling of wanting to be a girl from the time I was 12 yr’s old, and it got stronger as I grew older, I began dressing in my mothers lingerie when she wasn’t home, as I got into my late 20’s I started dressing and going out in my car driving around as a girl, it made me feel so femme. Then later I started going to cd clubs with other girls like me, and had alot of fun being with girls like me. Now I dress 24/7 and go out in public with no problem. I am starting to grow breasts now and feel even more fem. I love showing off my cleavage and dressing sexy ..I love wearing stelleto’s when I go out and mini skirts. I buy alot of clothes from Fredricks of Hollywood, and Victoria Secrets. I do alot of ordering online but sometimes I do go out shopping for clothes and heels. I do wish I was born a girl to begin with.
Well I first didn’t feel like I was the right gender ever since I was five but it wasn’t until I was in secondary school and doing a Spanish fashion show and I got to wear a dress in front of everyone that I thought yes this is my life this is how i should be a beautiful female here is a video of it sorry it’s short and dodgy
Seems like lots of girls have the same types of stories.
Well i first dressed at the age of 5yrs old at my cousins house in their clothes and dressed when ever i could didnt know why just felt right being the 70’s i didnt tell anyone because even though it felt right i thought and was told was wrong so hid it and so it went on throught out my childhood my teens …..well all my life xxxxx
At about the age of 4or 5 I know that I was not a boy!!! I would hide away put on mums stockings and shoes and LOVE the buss it would give me. I tryed to forget in later years about 6or 7 by playing sports after school and in the weekends on both days, that was allright of about for a few year but back to dressing up again.At fifteen started work did long hour as a baker 12 to 16 hour days at the end of the day was buggered so off to bed, up to start work about nine in the morning for a ten oclock start,played sports all weekend. when old enough stated to drink a lot sleep even less. Got married a nineteen started wearing my wifes clothing while she was at work loving it (This was before the internet) thorght I was nuts when the Auatralia to do a baking course after the days ot school got dressed up ( had to buy clothing ). After that at the age I joined the NZ army see if that would stop it BUT no only got stronger Started buying clothes wigs and shoes highing them in the roof under the floor boards etc. at the age of 37 Had both my hips replaced(by then had a computer)one done then 12 weeks latter the other one done sitting at home for six mouths surfing the internet I found that i was not the only one in the world that was like me. once I was able to walk again i would dress up dayily when the wife was at work and back to drab before she got home, one day laney came home early with a headace caught me luxing as Angelica, all shit hit the fan. Laney has know for about Angelica 30 years now. we are still married ( 43yrs this year).
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